hold

(2020) tape

hold is a tape composition commissioned by Chicago Civic Orchestra for their 100 year anniversary live stream, March 29, 2020. It was created using samples of individual orchestra members playing their part to Tchaikovsky's 5th symphony along with other electronic sounds, including feedback bassoon sounds made with collaborator Ben Roidl-Ward.

This work is not only to celebrate Civic's 100 year history, but is also a reflection on the COVID-19 crisis, which is the reason the event was changed from a live performance to a live stream.
"hold" is meant to express the loss and frustration of so many arts activities that are currently on hold, the millions of people who are going to have a hard time holding on financially during and after this crisis, and a suggested way of comforting each other during this time.